Today the storm within my life is no more and maybe someone can relate to my story.
When I think back as I lay here with all the thoughts that come racing to me of the past, it causes me to write this out. Sharing my life of personal experiences to understand the importance of giving back to those still caught within a storm within themselves. When remembering how hard it was as a child with how I was treated so poorly in school each and every year, it’s not painful anymore.
Over 2 decades of healing work to reach this point in my life that it is so easy to share about it because I no longer identify as the boy of the past, due to all the healing work done. Every year teachers treating me differently than the other kids at every school and isolating me from the class, then being bullied on top was tough to live through.
Being bullied at home by a father who was only repeating his past due to not having done the healing work of his life, left a small boy in great struggles of no self-love or self-worth. As I grew into a teenager struggling with mental health challenges and with all I carried of my inner suffering, it lead me to make choices that haunted me throughout life of what I did to others over time. Only making it more concrete I was not worthy of love when that is all I ever wanted since birth.
Living life as an adult struggling with addictions because I did not want to feel the pain of my past, left my life leading to 43 years of being a tornado on all different levels of what that was during different moments of my life. Trying, striving, and crying throughout my life to find ways to calm the storm within of suffering.
When I close my eyes as I do now for a moment, letting the past reflect within imagery in my mind, I can see a tornado that was always flowing. At some points of my life that tornado ripped through those days hard, tearing down everything on its path, doing so much damage leading to the suffering of what I lived through and then what I caused, that I then carried with me.
As I open my eyes back up, all I see and feel is light and a sunny sky. The storm is no more and the seas are calm with a light breeze along my face of a warm sensation, a sense of unconditional love that now flows within. No matter what a person has lived through, life can change. But we have to do the work to face the past, WE MUST or things won’t change of this present moment we are in and also for the future. Each and every past experience must be talked about to release and then to be healed, or that storm lives within until those inner demons are faced.
In my life today I’m grateful for all the pain and suffering I had to endure, with only having love today for all those who hurt me because I would not have gained the knowledge I have today to heal those who reach out to me. Teaching and giving back for others to learn how my life was drastically changed and healed. One of the greatest gifts I feel today that I have received from my life’s work, is that for those who have reached out to me their lives have been changed to bring more love and light into their world of healing, making a great change of feeling worthy of themselves which transforms the future for great things to come. This is the greatest gift from all my past that I could ever receive moving forward.
As I just took in a deep breath after writing this of just letting it flow through my fingers to touch each letter on the screen to write this, I feel for each person who still suffers within their mind. I want you to know from my learning and growing to just love yourself and understand that things were not your fault for how you were treated in the past and it only formed and conditioned you to make those actions you regret. You just haven’t learned the tools or knowledge yet that I’ve learned for change and it’s not your fault, as we all need to be taught for new growth in our lives moving forward. We only know what we know and that’s not your fault.
Our responsibility is to heal the past from the situations our souls were placed in for our inner being of lights growth so we can evolve. No matter the age, it’s never too late to heal to live out the rest of your life feeling the enjoyment of peace within, as a resting sea of water. This does exist and if a person doesn’t deal with it then they will lose out on the gift of life they were given, to feel the experiences of love for life and more importantly for themselves. Now having to face it on the other side to still do the work while suffering. Either way, it will be faced at some point in the past you once lived through so why not face it now to live the life you were always meant to live of loving it fully.
So find it within to overcome the fear of the mind that has always held us back so you can feel your inner peace and freedom. I only wish for everyone to live with the peace and calmness that I live with each day waking up and my story is only to give light that there is hope and I found the way.
After 25 years of doing all the healing work in my life, I’ve had 7 major spiritual awakenings that instantly transformed me and my life. I’ve taken those experiences and have created a 3-hour session that has been instantly ending the suffering of mental health illnesses and moving forward with self-worth and real self-love, Freeing Your Soul Transformational Healing Session. This one session alone has been instantly transforming lives and healing people in physical pain, emotional pain, mental health illnesses, and spiritual strongholds globally. I share in detail how I created this one session that transformed my life here. Seven Spiritual Experiences That Are Transforming Lives Today
Today, I no longer need any kind of medications for mental health challenges, severe ADHD, severe depression, P.T.S.D, Bi-Polar, and debilitating anxiety that all played a part and caused me to have multiple suicide attempts in my life. I’m completely healed from all past mental health challenges and of my past experiences, of what was done to me, and what I’ve done to others. I’m absolutely free and living fully through my inner light. My love for life, my self-love, and my self-worth is stronger than I’ve ever known and today I’m gifted to give this all back in 3 hours of your time working with me.
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