After 18 years of straight use with injecting and pill-popping, I had hard choices to face. One to learn to be ok with my body. Two, to do the work to love myself fully, never needing to put drugs in my body again to look in a way where I felt people only saw worth in me. And three, finding my self-worth with FEELing and believing it, for just being the being that I am.
After the hard years of childhood and teen years of never feeling I was worth anything to anyone and then starting injections at the age of 23, I finally felt like I was worth something to all people around me because of how I was then treated. I always called the bottle with the golden glow my bottle of confidence, and most who use it would probably agree on some level.
My car accident a year ago shifted my life, as it threw my body off. Even still today, it’s not aligned properly and it is harder to work out. My girlfriend then at the time would have started a family with me but the injections would make that impossible due to not being able to produce even to make that happen, and that is something I wanted dearly with her, having a child and family to come home too. Last but not least, I was told by the light beings I work with that these injections would make it harder to heal others to my full potential because of the amount of water stored in my body from steroid use. So I stopped due to these reasons.
Anyone who has used steroids would know all about depression with coming off and the low energy levels you are left with. Not to mention left with still needing to love yourself with who you are on the inside now not looking the same with your outside appearance. One thing most people love while on steroids is the compliments we receive from others saying “I wish I could be in your shape” or ” how you inspire me”. But the truth is some people have no clue to look the way some of us can look is through steroid use. Obviously, though, being lean at 290lbs at 6’6 it was obvious I used.
I was lucky and blessed to have then grown into being able to heal myself and others right as I came off April 2019, all due to my connection to the other side. Blessed in a way that I still had the energy and motivation to hit the gym daily and now have natural levels of testosterone back. The fears I once lived with of people not seeing any worth in me because I wouldn’t look like a professional athlete were gone and all I was focused on was being healthy physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.
I was used to 18 years of being bigger than the rest and felt comfort in this because no one could hurt me again. Also, how I was treated to feel worthy and that I was someone important in how others viewed me because of my size, learning in life this is only a false belief in having my appearance bring out a sense of false self-worth.
It was doing the work to find myself inside and healing that inner child who needed love that he never received. I had to bring him into the light from deep inside and the only way we can heal from the fears that hold us back is by doing the work. We do this by reaching out for outside help. We only know what we know and we need to find new tools to approach healing ourselves, to fully loving who we are with just being our true self.
I’ve worked SO HARD to be where I’m at 10 months later, and now all I want to do is inspire people by proving and showing if you do the work, we can love ourselves by just being you. The point also today to my short story lol is lately I have many people coming up to me and asking if I play football or even just 30 min ago I had someone come up to me (which inspired me to write this post) and say ” hey how much do you weigh? Every time I see you in the gym you inspire me to look just like you”.
As I write this now, sitting in the chair at the gym, I can feel water come to my eyes because of where I’m at today and the work has paid off because I’m proud of where I am and being able to inspire others by just being me. More importantly, how far I’ve come with loving who I am and now not needing to inject confidence but having it from within, as today, I’m aligned to my true being inside my body.
Today in my life, I am free, I am free, I am free. I don’t know if this connection with anyone today. But if I helped just one person, then my day has been completed with helping you.
After 25 years of doing all the healing work in my life, I’ve had 7 major spiritual awakenings that instantly transformed me and my life. I’ve taken those experiences and have created a 3-hour session that has been instantly ending the suffering of mental health illnesses and moving forward with self-worth and real self-love, Freeing Your Soul Transformational Healing Session. This one session alone has been instantly transforming lives and healing people in physical pain, emotional pain, mental health illnesses, and spiritual strongholds globally. I share in detail how I created this one session that transformed my life here. Seven Spiritual Experiences That Are Transforming Lives Today
Today, I no longer need any kind of medications for mental health challenges, severe ADHD, severe depression, P.T.S.D, Bi-Polar, and debilitating anxiety that all played a part and caused me to have multiple suicide attempts in my life. I’m completely healed from all past mental health challenges and of my past experiences, of what was done to me, and what I’ve done to others. I’m absolutely free and living fully through my inner light. My love for life, self-love, and self-worth is stronger than I’ve ever known, and today I’m gifted to give this all back in 3 hours of your time working with me.
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